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Hey All [09 May 2006|08:19pm]

xxanarchygirlxx
[ mood | blank ]

I just wanted to drop in and say hi to everyone...i've been doing okay i guess a couple bumps here and there but i'll be good...isn't this just an awesome community? Well imma go just wanted to write a little something..i like ya.. bye...

Bound Yourself

Hey [30 Apr 2006|08:32pm]

xxanarchygirlxx
[ mood | calm ]

I just wanted to write something on here to let ppl know im here lol im really bored and i wanna know how to fix my blogger up better so if anyone has any ideas just let me know i'm open to good/inteligent ideas no stupid ass ideas please.. i'll try and write in here later if i have time!!

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Emo Poem/Lyrics [22 Apr 2006|09:52pm]

arreis_evol_i
[ mood | devious ]

I dream and i scream,
I say things that i don't mean,
I hold in my pain,
By cutting through my vein,

I let my hair fall over my eyes,
I don't cry on the inside,
My hair is coal black,
I let things hold me back,

I dream and i scream,
I say things that i don't mean,
I let things get to me,

I cry over losing something,
I want everything,
to go my way,
to have a better day,

I feel nothing is right,
That i wont make it through the night,
I've lost everything i own,
My emotions are all i've shown,

I dream and i scream,
I say things that i don't mean,
I don't move when i go to a show,
because I'm emo,

Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|09:49pm]

arreis_evol_i
[ mood | devious ]

I called it in the air
like I was the only one who could understand
the way the cards fall

My expression plays a great false hand,
It's not what I'm about but I'm done
and out and I know I can't
see past this broken dream

Though we all know,
things aren't always what they seem
And I'll try my best to stay on top of this situation.
I'm all tied in knots.

I'm on the outside of this party thrown for two,
I'm on the downside,
I'm on the wrong side of this team,
I knew would lose, I'm on the down side

I called it in the air
like I was the only one
who could understand the cards fall

Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|09:43pm]

arreis_evol_i
[ mood | devious ]

when my time has come
i won't put up a fight
i'll hold my breath and let it wash over me
and all the words we said
have a way of rubbing off
but i said them
so your courage could come back
when i am, i can
they're all waiting for me
these eyes, these hands
let them wash over me
and all the words we said
have a way of rubbing off
but i said them so your courage
could come back
and run to your room, while you're weeping
i'll see you in your bed, while you're sleeping
well, farewell
i won't hold you down
no, i'll heal the cracks in your head
stay back

Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|09:39pm]

arreis_evol_i
[ mood | devious ]

oh mother, can you hear me
did you die alone and afraid
that no one knew the pain
that still remained
inside your heart this night
can you hear
hear me now as I call
I'm calling you here
I can't explain
explosions
and the wound in my heart today
I'm killing myself with drink
I'm killing myself to think
I didn't tell you I cared

can you hear
I needed to say
to let you know
I felt your pain
I'm calling your name to let you know
that I'm sorry for the shame
disguised as blame
and the hurt and pain
and the love I couldn't say
that I want to say now

let there be peace
it's beautiful here
there is safety in my ears
it's wonderful to be with you

Bound Yourself

Hate [22 Apr 2006|09:13pm]

arreis_evol_i
[ mood | devious ]

Live in darkest dreams, drugs roam in my head
Nothing's like it seems, still the blood is red
Myself is what I hate, my living and my lie
I blow to my fate, never try
I hate myself, don't call my name

Hate is strong, hate is black,
Kills the light, no way back
Don't go my way
Don't go this way
Oh God help me
Here's the road that leads to hate

The shit of all the years, it lies upon my soul
Depressions and my fears, things I can't control
The days are painted grey, I never see the light
I throw myself away, give up, never fight
The sun somtimes shines, upon my wretched mind
But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find
Hope is what I need, despair is what I find
Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live

Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|07:08am]

arreis_evol_i
[ mood | apathetic ]

Words falling around,
Everything keeping me down,
Words full of hate,
Love yet to forsake,
Dreaming in this world,
In a place so cruel,
Never want to,
Open my eyes,
Inside I know,
I'll die.

Holding onto your hand,
Giving it all to get nothing,
This wasn't the plan,
But i'd give up everything,
Just to do this all over,
To let this all out,
This smile is not a cover,
This scream is not a shout,
I'm falling down,
While no one else is around.

Bound Yourself

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